I use the word so much that it's about time I actually use it as a title, don't you think? Wooooooo
21 February, 2003 :: 2:47 a.m.
So yes, Teri confirmed for me tonight that she is a worthless, lying bitch...so go ahead and laugh or say, "I told you so," or do whatever it is you want...rather than me sit here and try to explain, why don't I let the bitch speak for herself...
I have been doing alot of thinking over the past few days. you know how
much I care for you. and this is a really hard letter to right. Nomatter how
I tell you or what I say, it won't come out right and I know it will hurt
you. first of all, I haven't been sneaking around with anyone, but I am
interested in Rob more then I thought I would be. yes he has been e-mailing
me and he calls once in awhile. not really something I have persuaded him to
do. he has come to wal-mart a few times( not something I have asked him to
do). but as I have talked to him, I realize that I still have feelings for
him. This wasn't something that I anticipated, but like I said, the more we
talked, the more my feelings started to develop for him. more then
friendship. I want to be honest with you. so I kinda hid for the past two
days to really think about what I wanted and what I was feeling and how to
go about what I was feeling. I know that I want to go to school and finish
with that. I have also told Rob that I don't want a relationship right now.
I want to finish school and get my life back on track again before I start
any sort of relationship with anyone. he does know about you. and he knows
that I have been seeing you for a long time. but I don't think it is fair to
you if I have feelings for someone else even though I don't want to start a
relationship. I want to do for myself and Hannah right now. I really don't
want to hurt you Matt. and you probably think I'm a real bitch. and I'm
I want you to keep the microwave I let you borrow. I will be here for
another year anyway, so I have no use for it.and whatever else you want to
keep there, you can. just let me know if you want me to get my stuff out of
there and I will. please e-mail me back. and just to let you know, Hannah
and I did go to the mall by ourselves tonight, just in case you are thinking
he went along. I just wanted some time alone with her tonight.I'm gonna go
So yeah, great isn't it? I gave her my heart--again, despite the fact I should have known better and I get a microwave...woooo.